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      'Grandma?' I said. 'What..Whats that?' Grandma said. I looked around. There was only a chair, a bed, and a book. I went over to look at the book. It was the book that Grandma read it to me. 'Grandma, this is the book that you read it to me.' I said. 'Oh, really?' Grandma forgets things more often now because she is old. 'I thought I've lost you.' 'Why did you think that Grandma?' 'Because..' She stopped herself. 'Never mind..It's nothing.' But, people went to find out more if someone says it's nothing. That was same with me. I was curious. But, I can't find out more because it's time to go to school. I looked at the clock. 'Oh! It's almost 9:00! I have to go, see you later~' I said. I'm worried that someday, Grandma could forget who I am. Then, I would be perfectly alone. In this world.

***

    I was punished for missing the first class. So, I have to stay inside when other kids play outside. But my best friend, Kelly, was inside too, to keep my company. Kelly is a bright girl with many friends, and everyone likes her. In one word, she is popular. Usually, popular girls are bad. But Kelly was nice from the start. She didn't laugh at my bright yellow hair, and she didn't laugh at my bright blue eyes. She said in on country, everyone has yellow hair and blue eyes. But, I think she is just cheering me up. I can't go to other countries, because my Grandma is sick. The doctor said, if we travel, Grandma would easily get the new disease. So, I have to stay at home, listening to my favorite song. How I want to travel, but I don't want Grandma to suffer. So, I stay quiet and read. One day, I would earn tons of money and travel to anywhere I want. But, it can only be capable 'if' I study hard.

***

    My most worries are my Grandma. She gets more and more ill. She has to rest. So, I have to do all my house work. No body in class knows that I'm a orphan. My teacher dosen't know it either. Because of that, I gets punished for not doing homework. But, I have no time for that. I have to do cooking, cleaning, give Grandma pills, going to the hospital for more pills, taking money for this weeks living, and lots more. Who could expect a 11years old to do all that and plus homework?! Thats enough for me. I want to go outside or dress up like the other girls! But, life is not easy for me. I could barly keep awake in school. Because I have to stay

awake at night and finish the chores. I wish my life was better. I would give anything for it! (Except my Grandma.) Grandma is

getting worse every few moments. I can't believe that yesterday, she had read a book to me. I feel so tired...

***

    Kelly asked me if she can vist me. But I can't say yes, thinking of my Grandma. She would be surprise by how my house looks so bad, and old. She would ask about my parents, my Grandma, and mostly about where the dress room is. Most girls have dressing rooms. But, my house is small as a pea. It barly has two rooms. Bathroom and Grandma's room. I sleep in the living room. Grandma says she would sleep in the living room, but, I don't want her to catch a cold. Grandma gets more ill then anyone.

How could you expect 90-year-old Grandma to get better so fastly? When she catches a cold, she looks like she is going to die. She looks so pale. And she is ill for almost 2 months! So, I sleep in the living room. But, because of that, I always catches a cold.

Because of all this reasons, Kelly can't come over. But, I can't go over to, because a huge pile of chores is wating for me. I can't forget the look in Kelly's eyes when I said I can't. She looked so unhappy. Oh! why do I have to live a so unhappy life!!!!