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 R stands for Ruby, and Vi is actually Violet. But I hate when someone calls me like, "Violet Ruby". Why? 'Cause it doesn't really make sense, and it sounds so old-fashioned. Oh, and to make sure you don't misunderstand; my name is NOT not read as the "Vi" standing for "Violet". It sounds like, "Vee", but I still write as "Vi" since it's at least a million times better than writing as "Vee".

 Oh, and the un-regular part; as you see, I'm princess. You might think I'm mad or just joking, but I am ABSOLUTELY serious. I, Vi Westurn(forget about the R. part, for I like it better to skip it) can swear that I'm one of the three princesses in the Westurn Kingdom. My father's the king, and it's kind of small. It might sound like it's in the west of the continent, but don't misunderstand, for the kingdoms in the East part-"Westurn" is just my father's family name, which, eventually turned into a name of a kingdom. It's so ridiculous that the family name is kind of a derection. That's one of the reasons why I don't like my name.

 And, the reason I like to skip R is because it stands for Ruby, as I've told you, and it was given to me by my mother. And that now since she's gone missing, I hate to mention it to people. She left the kingdom, saying she needed to clear herself, and she said she'd come back, but our family hasn't got any words from her for the last 4 years. I can't believe she's left - how COULD you have any problems when you're queen of a kingdom?

 I go to the Clark P. Girls' Boarding school. It sounds so prim and regular, but it's really expensive and the kids there are really polite, thanks A LOT to the teachers. I wonder how they keep their REAL ACTIVE minds inside them and pretend to be so prim, for I can't do that. I'm not bad at studying. It's just that my courtesy teacher, Mr. Haks, gives my father a letter of my terrible behavior(acording to him, that is) VERY OFTEN. I don't deny the fact I wasn't so polite to teachers and guests. But he, Mr. Haks, has senses like a HAWK.

 The school I'm attending, which, me and my friends call Clark to be friendly, has exactly 15 students in one class, in all various aged-students, and having 3 classes. I know, it's an awfully little. But what can you expect from 28 kingdoms? I'm in the first class, also called as the Mandy. The room number or name doesn't really matter. It's random, but I like the second room's name better - Bella The third room's name is Norma. I'm so relieved I'm not in that room. Norma is more old-fashioned than my name!

 Anyway, I did say "my friends", but I don't really have friends. Maybe it's because I can't hide my feelings and REAL personality, and get sharp pins from my teachers.

 Maybe it's the turn to talk about my family. I have a brother and two sisters. I'm the fourth one, and everyone in my family and most of the servents say I'm stubborn because I'm the last one behind my back. They probably think I woul never know, but I'm not THAT stupid. Anyway, let's not take a detour. My older brother Bruno Western, is the first, and he is turning 20 in a couple of months. When the great king of the Westurn kingdom - more like my father - turns 60 years old or even die before that, Bruno is to be king. To be ready for that, he studys at the castle with a governess. And my oldest sister, Lavender, is now 17 years old. And my second-older sister is Theresa Western, 16 years old. According to my father, my mother liked colored-names like Lavender and Violet. But at Theresa's turn, she couldn't think of one, so she just named Theresa so. But then a servent came up with the name Violet for me. And about names, I wonder why only I have the name "Ruby" in my name. I thought it was some kind of sort of a family name, but the others don't have the name "RUby". That does NOT make sense. Oh, and did I tell you that I'm 12 years old? Well, I am. I first started Clark two years ago. I had some friends then, but I don't now. It's my very secret secret... I'm kind of being bullied. If you hear this, you might be horrified right now, and think of a lot of bullies bulling me in the corner, but remember, I'm attending a GIRL's boarding school. So it's impossible for boys.

 Neither are my friends are doing this. It's... My sisters. Or more likely, Lavender. SHE bullies me. SHE ignores me. SHE hates me. SHE tries to avoid me. SHE wants me to get out of their sight. She says I was not, and am not, and will not be welcomed. SHE doesn't want me as a sister. SHE believes our - or her, according to her, Lavender - mother left the castle because of me.

 I know these things because I've read Lavender's diary once. Theresa isn't so horrid to me. Infact, some times she's really kind to me, when Lavender's not around. Though that thing kind of makes her, Theresa, more irritating, I don't hate her somehow. Theresa is just forced to act as Lavender says - it seems like Theresa and I are in the same place, same situtation.

 I've read Lavender's diary last week lastly - I try sneaking through the pages everytime she goes to meet another prince or a party when we're home at the castle. I found out the facts about how much she dislikes me - and I dislike her too.

 And my father -  I do not see him so often. Since I stay at Clark, I do not see him on school days. And on vacations, I only see him about once a week or more less - he doesn't eat with us.

 Anyway, I think I'm done "pre-introducing". But let me say my last hope here...

 I wish, no one, no one at all, would never even SPOT this diary and NEVER EVER read it, 'cause then, I'm doomed.