리틀팍스

Hi Cloud. I'm writing this letter to explain somethings. Bluestar got her and my point about how you're behavior made us feel, so I am going to explain somethings you probably forgot.

First, I am very upset that you don't want to play with us. You said you would to Bluestar on Mon before we mentioned the part that we won't visit my house. After that, you say you don't want to play with us. Even if you didn't mean it, it makes me feel as if you just want to play with us to see my dog. I didn't adopt my dog to make me feel upset, but now, I'm very upset.

Second, you said we didn't wait for you when you went to the library, but we DID. We waited for you outside school, and I was late to my math academy because of it. And when did WE cut your words? We NEVER did. And about being ignored, remember when you went with your friend without any word to me and Bluestar? I was very insulted. I always thought of you as my best friend, but now that I reconsider your behavior toward me, you still treated me as a girl you met in 3rd grade. You and Bluestar were my only best friends. I kept a distance with other girls, and never cancled our playing or going to school or coming home together, except when things involved my mother like she suddenly dragged me off to the dentist or my grandmother was coming, and that was like once in three years! But you just walked passed me like we were strangers. I was so shocked.

And remember the first semester of fifth grade? Bluestar was upset to us, and this same thing happened. You and me walked infront and she was pushed to the back. But she just squeezed between us. Thinking about that, I'm really sorry to Bluestar if I made her feel so bad. 

"And if you want to say sorry again, I think I can't say "It's okay" to you guys again. I gave you first chance and you guys didn't changed. So if you're going to say sorry, I think you don't need to do that hard work. Bye, and remember that we are not friends anymore." This part is one thing I felt very bothered about your letter. When I felt ignored by you and Bluestar during the first semester of fifth grade, and gave in, and tried to get along well, as a good friend would. And it worked. You and I got close, and Bluestar felt ignored by us, which I apologize. But she didn't show it either and kept her ground, and she and I became close. But now that you go through with it, you show that you are very bothered, not directly, but in a different way. You bully Bluestar, to make you feel better. I think this part has something to do with Yun, you'd probably guess who it is, but the important part is that Bluestar suffered very much by how you two acted. SHE had to go throw 6 hours for 5 days every week, while you only suffered less than an hour. SHE told me that she told you and Yun to stop something she didn't like, but you two kept doing it. SHE was insulted very much. SHE was so upset and unhappy. I think if I were in a situation like hers, I would probably want to die. I would hate going to school. 

I agree very much with your reason three. Your idea of a true friend and my idea of a true friend seems to be very different. You think of friends as a toy that you could paly with, from my point of view. You pull my hair and ask me to do something I hate. You just walk away with another friend if you are slightly upset by something. I guess it's because you have a lot of friends, but you should remember that if you ever make a friend like Bluestar, or me, you should consider how your behavior would make us feel. I did when you two got close. I realized that I was so selfish and thought of myself and said words I shouldn't say. So I changed, and got close with you. Friends are just like that. People who could make you feel better and grow up. I had grown a great deal thanks to Bluestar. She fired up my spirit of English writing, and helped me think over myself. I wish you would one day make a friend like Bluestar, who could grow you. 

This letter became so long, so sorry if it took you a lot of time to read. I guess we would stop being friends. I agree with that too. You may trash the birthday presents we gave you, if Bluestar agrees. You may trash everything I gave you if you want. I lastly want to say that you could've been yourself among us. Well, good-bye Cloud. This letter would probably be the last that mention you as my best friend, or any friend, as I know you suggest that. Now we're back to third grade. I am close with Bluestar, and you and I are just strangers. It might have been better if we never became close, but I made some good memories with you. Bye, my best friend Cloud. Bye, my friend Cloud. After I write this letter, I think we'll barely see each other again, except when I'm waiting for Bluestar. Bye, my friend. Bye.

P.S. Now I will only have one person to invite to my birthday party. 

Firm and sincere, your ex-best friend, Eriac