리틀팍스

My parents are not really hard on me, but they expect me be a successful woman.

They treat me better than my younger siblings. And many people related my dad's job, like a diplomatic minister and dad's colleagues expect my future jobs and my grade,,etc.

I am doing my best,and I have done, but sometimes really sometimes it makes me feel to die.

I have done everything well, I got all A and my grade is in the hightest-class. And I got two reward recently, diplomatic writing contest reward and math structure contest reward. I am so proud and I don't have any problem like that.

I don't mean to that my parents expect too much and force me to study. I am always alone in my room( I wanna) and study.

They have known I study all day. But recently, after I came back to Korea from America, I am tired of everything.

I think it is all because I didn't study much in America and I had a boyfriend in there.( We broke up recently. To study. He will be a student of a high school grade3 in next year )

It is not easy to be adapted in Korea and playing with my Korean friends even though many weeks passed after I came back.

So I spend many time to watch videos or meet my friends, chat with my friends. I don't wanna keep doing this, but living is so awful because of this semester and this education system, free-semester term. I started my second semester and faced many new classes. They must be good memories, that's why I am trying to pretend ' I am okay'.

What things are important to my parents are making me to be a good girl.